Stella, 32
Online
About Me
NEVER allow your self to fall for someone's unless they are willing to catch you. This is who I am : I am 32, single,never married, no kids, I am a bibliophile,meaning a person who collects or has a great love of books.Im not one for games or sex or looking for either if that's what your after you might want to look elswhere .I prefer being friends first & if thats a problem sorry. I do have a phobia of being in public places (agoraphobia) I know that right there will scare someof ya away but better to weed ya out now then you talk to me and then run in the other direction after chatting with me. plain and simple. So that being said. You know a lit bit more about me. If you read further cool if not eh... Its all good I'm not here to be perfect, but because I strive for it and people in general have a way of making me feel like I need to be just to be acknowledged its really not worth it, I try hard not to allow my past affect my future all. Please don't underestimate me in general, respect me and ill respect you. If you choose to read further good if not that's fine too. 1st AND FORMOST: My family & friends are one in the same & mean EVERYTHING to me. My mom is my biggest inspiration & hero. I don't know what I would do without her.2nd : Just because I am quiet, doesn't always mean I don't have anything to say.I'm unpredictable & spontaneous,I'm curious about everything, I enjoy being with friends but sometimes I prefer to be alone. I envy people who can fit in so easily without trying. I am opinionated,hard headed,loyal,sincere & caring.I choose to see what others don't or won't.I tend to feel guilty when the others is try to get their way.I am a talker,but I am also a good listener.,I may argue,but I will always admit when I am wrong, if I am wrong.I am not perfect, but everyone has a weakness. That just happens to be mine, a weakness that usually doesn't stop me from trying to be or obsessing over being a perfectionist, even when I know its impossible. I AM MY OWN WORST ENEMY. there is so much more behind my smile than any one knows.I am confident & scared,terrified & excited,loving,& thoughtful, hopeful & sick, tired & shy and friendly,I am careful &careless.I am & have been broken and whole,misunderstood,misguided,& mislead,hardworking & determined,but Im a little scared on the inside.I tend to wish on many stars & dream dreams, I pray to God & cry my tears, I will always smile on the outside while I'm dying on the inside,I listen to others even when they won't listen to me.I walk on egg shells daily,& I walk on fire nearly as much.I believe in passion & true love.but sometimes i wonder if either of them exist.,I am everything & nothing all at once. but for ONCE all I want is for someone to love me for me, flaws and all. I am just as selfish,& impatient,& insecure about myself as Marilyn was.But I also admit that I have faults just like everyone else,I can get out of control & at times I can be hard to handle.But if you can't handle me at my worst,You probably don't or won't deserve me at my best.I believe that everything happens for a reason.I believe lies so that I will eventually learn to trust no one but myself, I am me and that's all I can be,nothing more nothing less & I sure as hell don't have time for any second guessing. No preferance but something we both can be comfortable with.
PERSONAL INFORMATION
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Looking for
man
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Relationship
Never married
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Have kids
No
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Wants kids
Someday
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Ethnicity
Caucasian
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Faith
Christian
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Body type
Average
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Height
5'4"
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Eye color
Hazel
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Smoke
No
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Drink
Yes, socially
INTERESTS
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