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Roy Beam, 56
United States, Arizona, Sahuarita

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About Me

Something is always trying to crush the spark in my eyes, trying to wear me down slowly until it disappears forever. Trying to wear me down with routines, with values, worries, traditions, with cold expectations that pretend they are loving, until there's nothing left. Trying to convince me that none of it is real, the things I know in my heart, the dreams I want to create in life, the things that come out through this spark in my eyes. Trying to tell me I'm wrong to believe in love, that it's wrong to have fun and live in joy, to believe in passion, to want a revolution inside everyone's eyes. Something is always trying to destroy the spark that comes out of my soul, the spark that's screaming to you, join me and fight while we still can breath and bleed and cry. Trying to drain it out of me with commercials and newspapers, with logic and rational thought, with religion and mythology, with insidious lies that are really lies because they claim to be the truth. Trying to suck it out like a vampire slowly drinking the blood that is this spark in my eyes, but the blood just keeps flowing and the vampires just keep drinking. Something is always trying to blot out this precious spark in my eyes so that you can't see it, so I can't see it in you, until, utterly defeated and sad, we finally stop believing that it was ever there to begin with. Trying to isolate us from each other, trying to convince us we're all alone and that this is the way things really should be and are, that life is a bitch and then you just die. Trying to make us all believe the important things in life are money and cars, your job and your credit score, your career and the things you create, your nation, your biological family, your responsibilities to society. It can't seem to understand this spark that shines in my eyes when I look in the mirror and remember who I really am, this spark that I see when I meet someone who has remembered where they really came from. It can't seem to understand that no matter how much it tries to wear me down, to wear us all down, that spark will always exist in somebody, somewhere. It doesn't understand what the spark means so it does everything it can to bury it in the dusty mud of the graveyard it tells us is our lives. Something is always trying to crush the spark in my eyes, trying to wear me down until it's gone, but it never will now that I know the spark is there.

PERSONAL INFORMATION

  • Looking for

    woman

  • Relationship

    Divorced

  • Have kids

    Yes, but they don't live with me

  • Wants kids

    Yes

  • Ethnicity

    Caucasian

  • Faith

    Other

  • Political views

    Middle of the Road

  • Body type

    Average

  • Height

    5'11"

  • Eye color

    Brown

  • Smoke

    Yes, socially

  • Drink

    Yes, socially

INTERESTS

Camping / Hiking Cooking Watching Movies Outdoor Hobbies Watching Sports
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